Sober House Rent

My name is Sara Jean. I am in recovery. My sober date is January 20th Tomorrow will be my 4 months sober.  I am at Wayside womans recovery center in st. louis park. I graduate Jun 11th.  My aftercare plan is all set in place. I will be going back to stearns county because of drug court you have to live in the county of. I have IOP set up at Effective Living Center in St. Cloud and I found a faith based sober house called Next step sober homes. They have a bed saved for me! My recovery is super important to me. Staying sober and building a strong safe foundation for success! I havent found any help in stearns county for funding to pay for my sober housing. rent is $550.00 a month. I found a part time job at pizzahut in st. cloud that i got hired at I start Jun 13th is my first day of work. I need to keep myself busy. I will be going to meetings and finding a sponser that will help me work the 12 steps and someone that I can trust to call when times get tuff and someone that is going to be 100 with me about everything. I will be going to church and finding support there.  I am doing things now that I wasnt doing in recovery before and it lead to me relapsing again and again. I am believing in myself again. I love who I am. I deserve more than my addiction was doing in my life. I am a mother I have beautiful children that I want to be a part of their lives. I miss them so much. I want to make them proud. please I need help to pay for two months of rent. That would help me so much. I wouldn't need to worry about rent I can just focus on my recovery and working part time at pizza hut and start saving money so I can pay for my rent and the things that I need. Just a few months ago I felt so hopeless and defeated.... Today life is beautiful. I have hope and I have goals. Reachable goals. This fall I will be a student at St. cloud State university. I am taking their Veterinarian Program... Preparing me for a good Veterinarian College at The University of Minnesota to become a Veterinarian Assistant/ Vet tech. I have goals...... I am worth it. I deserve it. I am 38 years old I still have enough time to make a beautiful life for myself and my family. Please any donations would be much appreciated Thank you for your time